Liberty

God, I hope you would agree with me when I say that true greatness could only be achieved by those who are truly free from restraints. Freedom of choice, freedom of speech, freedom of expression, freedom from fear and many such liberties we take for granted but inherited from the efforts of those who came before us that fought and died for them. While under the protection of these very fundamental rights, you infringe them on mine, with renewed force,  every second since the calamity! You would say that I haven't earned them because you think I have committed the greatest of the crimes known to mankind, or is it?. The Truth is God, you intended to deprive me of these rights that you perceived would deprive you when the Truth is revealed to the Law. You figured by ostracizing, disgracing and discrediting me, you could achieve that with relative ease; so drugs and terrorism along with the data you collected from this so called monitoring would later come to your rescue. The irony of all of these being the jurisprudence that's supposed to protect me is the one responsible for snatching them away from me! I mean if there were no such laws in place to begin with, then you wouldn't have felt the compulsion to counter them in the way you ended up doing, is it not God? As much as you expected people to see your justice in your own way, you have unwittingly set off a resistance in the opposite direction! You would continue to infringe on these rights, as long as you think that would force me to live in fear thus boding well for your case!

Liberty is soul's right to breathe! Just like everyone else, I felt the need of this highest ideal more than anything else throughout my life without really knowing what it was. Post calamity, what you would witness at times of me is the evidence of someone who had lost it completely! I always wondered how the great mystics or poets or writers or artists were all creative and so unfettered. I figured they were all truly free humans. They were bound by nothing! This seeking inside me of God or an Absolute concept are my own attempts to be truly free too. Thus, it was not very difficult for me to renounce myself of manmade attempts to control the mind in the form of religion or traditions, for instance. I thought if I could weed out the artificiality from God's true intentions, then I could achieve the true freedom. This would explain my frustrations towards the so called interpretations of the Prophets of any religion. Something you had so tactfully exploited to portray me as an accomplice of Lucifer himself!

You see God, whether you are aware of it or not, the greatest conflict you had set forth in my mind would pull me back into this relative world while I still continue to seek the Absolute! I sincerely thank you in some aspects as your attempts to remind me of who I am would actually help me to realize my true potential in this world and sustain myself! However, you couldn't get even with me in the Absolute world like you did in the relative one. If you haven't noticed, my obsession of this world would turn out to be my greatest escapes from the eventuality of the calamity!